Lol, it's 2.38a.m now, but I'm still awake after a long day. Why? Hehe! Initially I wanted to sleep, but I saw Gubra on TV which was half way already. So I just checked it out and got attached to the storyline. Anyway, the freaking bastard low class jerk husband is an absolute f*cktard. Cheaters shall die and burn in hell and serve to satan and shat out by him. Me myself here is dying to grow up ASAP so that I can really really marry Baby-Zhi, lucky and jack bugger. I hate him. Who the heck he thinks he is? Women are definitely not a piece of meat for guys to play around. Bug off! The women he cheated on, was pitiful but stupid. After he officially caught red-handed, then only start appreciating, and begging for forgiveness. That also actually behind the wife, still contacting the girl secretly. Ahh!! I hate them, I hate cheaters! Die die die die die!
Anyway, my cleber girlfriend just went back to hometown for 3 days 2 nights. Gosh I'm telling you, it's torturing! I miss her like shit. Even though unfortunately, we fought over something which I really don't wanna remember anymore. But don't get me wrong, I still love her like nobody's business even during we argue. But this is not the point, the point is I'm sorry. I promise I'll be the best damn boyfriend in the world for you. :) At least I'll try my bestest best. Sorry dear for these few rough moments, I don't wanna recall it anymore. So I shall just drop this. I just want you to know, I love you so darn much 'til it hurts myself sometimes. I feel insecure at times because you are so darn beautiful inside out. I love you so much, that I wanna shout and show you to the world, because I'm the luckiest man on earth. But sometimes, I also wanna hide you away, so that no one else in this world can be attracted to you and take you away from me. No doubt, there are loads of better man in this big ass world. But but, even though I'm not the best and at the same time I want you to have the best, I still never going to let you go. Nuh-uh! I said this a couple of times already, but but I don't want you to forget okay? Sometimes I might do silly stuffs which provoke you, but please keep in mind that whatever I do, I just want the best for you. I hope you won't assume that I'm complaining or unhappy when I said something. I'm not that kind of guy. I'm a guy who loves you, and willing to catch the stars for you. Everything I do, I do it for you. I do silly jokes sometimes, because I still want us to run after each other like primary school kids. I know you miss them too. Whatever I gave you, not because I pity you. I just want to replace back the happiness you lost when you were far younger and everyday until eternity. Scares me to shit just the thought that you're not by my side. I'd rather go first than you. But but if I do, you will be sad. I'd rather be sad than you be. Oh no! Haha! What should I do? Let's die together peacefully on a bed side by side holding each other hands firmly. Haha!
Ikan tenggiri, ikan yu,
Jaga diri, I love you.
Lol! Good night people. I'm crazy. Ignore me. Ngeh ngeh!
